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[30 Apr 2005|03:39pm] [ mood | excited ] TODAY IS PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo! *shakes ass* 3 | comment

FRIENDS ONLY! [16 Mar 2005|09:40pm] So I'm making this FRIENDS ONLY so if you aren't on the list but want to read this is your last time to read publicly unless you leave a comment. 4 | comment

One Down... [14 Mar 2005|09:52pm] [ mood | hopeful ] So today sucked. All I did was sleep and read. Honestly. Spring Break is a good time for me to catch up on my sleep but nothing ever exciting happens. I'm stuck at home babysitting my brother. Devon's cousin is being retarded and won't give Devon a for sure answer about MORP. I guess I can only hope for the best! Also me and Devon had a really long, nice talk about wrestling. We talked things out and I guess he wrote me a letter about it. So I dunno. But Devon's wrestling at the Denver Colliseum this weekend. My parents dont want me to drive up there but I really want to see him. Does someone wanna take me? You can go or you could just drop me off? haha ( Convo with Raini {Devon's sister...the nice one} ) Oh well. I'm gonna go take a shower and than go to bed. Goodnight. 2 | comment

Vent Time [13 Mar 2005|09:43pm] [ mood | contemplative ] So today was boring as hell. I woke up at 10.40 and had a little conflict with Devon. And then I talked to Megs for like 2 hours. It was nice but I'm definitely jealous of her in one aspect and will be praying for her like crazy in another way. But got ready and went to my little cousin's birthday party. Devon was originally supposed to go but couldn't and after being at the party for like a minute made me realize that it was better he didn't go. Before we left my aunt Mary ended up giving me $100 for PROM. I felt bad taking it but she told me I had to. After we left my aunt's house we went to Carl's house (my dad's friend) and hung out for a bit. From there we went to Joann's Fabrics and Crafts and then back home. I haven't done much but eat dinner and read my book. Devon's sister (Ashley) pissed me off: I called for him and she asks who it is and I tell her "Justine" and she's like "which Justine?" Me: His girlfriend. Ashley: After that sex scandal on Saturday night he don't have a girlfriend no more. Me: Whatever Ashley just let me fucking talk to him. Like honestly! GRRR! Anywhoo. I got online and am now talking to Devon. So Devon is going to be wrestling at Mile High Nationals this weekend. I'm happy for him because this is really big but at the same time I'm annoyed. I thought that last weekend was the end of wrestling for him, but it's not. Devon does wrestling all year round and I think it's good for him but at the same time it seems like its his life. Like when we first started dating (before wrestling) I would talk to him from the moment I got home from school until dinner time. Then after dinner I would talk to him until I went to bed. And now with wrestling I get to talk to him for MAYBE an hour, if I'm lucky. And that really bothers me. I know he's good at it and all but still. Like I dunno. Am I making any sense? I guess I'm just used to dating guys who don't do shit and aren't jocks. All their time is spent on me...and that's not Devon. And in some weird way, that really really really really really really REALLY bothers me. I dunno. I guess I'm just going to have to learn how to deal with it because I don't want to lose him over something this dumb. I dunno... Devon finds out tomorrow if he can go with me to MORP. I really hope that he can! 4 | comment

Spring Break [12 Mar 2005|10:42am] [ mood | mellow ] So yesterday was interesting: So I didn't do PE (suprise, suprise) so I hung out with Kristin in the library the entire time. We left the library early and went to talk to Kim at the office and then the bell ring and before I knew it Josh was beside me. He touched my hands (a habit he has developed since I have the poorest circulation to my hands resulting in them feeling like ice). I just looked at him said hi and removed my hands. He said something (something I don't remember) and then he tells me that things are ackward now and I just nodded because they are and he looked a bit disappointed; like he was expecting more. So he looked at me and told me he'd see me around and walked away. Kim asked me what that was all about and I told her and she thinks that I made the right choice by telling him about Devon. Checked in yearbook and then left to talk to Kayla and Josh. Josh and I wrote some notes back and forth and he did draw me some pictures that I kept. Went to lunch with Felecia and Armstrong at Eaton Pizza. Took a quiz in Biologic Investigations and then watched Shark Tale. Went to Trig and took another quiz and then read my new book. I ended up picking up Kristin at about 7pm and we caused trouble. We went to Starbucks, went cruising around Greeley, tried to go to Higher Ground but it turns out that it got shut down, tried to find Mitch's house, went to the carnival at the mall and rode some rides, and then went back to Eaton. We saw Travis walking around so we picked him up and cruised Eaton with him till about 11:30pm and then I dropped him off at his house. Me and Kristin went home and crashed. So my Spring Break will probably consist of me sleeping, babysitting, eating, reading, and more sleeping. I feel bad for Devon because he doesn't go on Spring Break until the last week of March. haha Which reminds me: HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEVON!!! Whoa...five months have gone by fast. Well I might be taking my brother to see a movie tonight, I dunno. Have a good Spring Break people! 3 | comment

Suprise; Suprise! [09 Mar 2005|09:29pm] [ mood | shocked ] So this morning I'm walking down the hallway and I bump into Josh and he gives me a hug and tells me good morning. It was ackward and I just kind of walked away. I didn't have to do PE because Grable had me fill out Varsity slips and do some copying for him. Yearbook was simple, I fixed a page and then read the entire period. Had LINK lunch and they're considering taking us to Elitches at the end of the year :D I guess during lunch Josh was looking for me but I avoided him and went to Biologic Investigations which was simple. Finished the day off with a work day in trig. Did the usual: pick up Paul, did the little homework I had, and then read some more. So Devon cut his hair...no not cut. SHAVED his head. I know it was for some bet with his wrestling team but still. He failed to inform me and if he would have...I would not be in this state of shock right now. comment

Realistic Dream [08 Mar 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | weird ] So today was one of those days where you want someone to pinch you very hard and when they do, you don't wake up. You are in fact, living that dream that you think is totally a nightmare. I was sitting in the commons with De and Lauren, fighting with myself to finish my trig assignment when De latches onto my arm and is like "OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!" and I was a bit confused but when I looked up I noticed why. *Remember a couple weeks ago...ok well Valentine's Day to be exact...I ran into Josh (B) at the mall and he told me he was coming to Eaton high again. Well he hadn't shown up so I thought he just lied to me. Well low and behold today was his first day. And get this! He doesn't have enough credits to be a sophomore...which he really is...so he is in fact a freshman. And guess who's freshman! MINE! So I'm basically trying to hide from Josh when De tells me that she was showing him around and that he was looking for me. Well the bell rings to go to class and I'm heading up the stairs and he walks by me (I didn't see him) and I hear "HEY JUSTINE!" and I turn around and notice him, smile, and keep walking. Joe left me all alone in US History and when we get ready to go to AA, Josh comes to my locker and he's like "So why are you ignoring me?" and I told him that I wasn't, that I was just in a hurry to get to class. Well I'm too busy because I had to go pee, go to the AA class and get things started. Well I get to the AA class and there's Josh and it made me nervous. But we played our game with Josh sitting next to me the entire time. Went to lunch and De and then went before going to MAL, Josh tells me that he doesn't know where his next class is and if I could escort him. So we're walking down the stairs and the bell rings so I had to get him a pass and then walk him to his room. It was ackward. But went to MAL and finished reading this book "the first part last" really good and then went to Creative Writing. I got to leave an hour early to take my brother to the doctor. We get there and they don't have his X-Rays and his wrist is still too swollen to put in a cast so we paid money for nothing basically. Came home, did homework, and ate dinner. The like. Now I'm talking to Devon. This Saturday is our 5th month anniversary :D I'm way excited. The only depressing part is that there is a 100000000000000000000000000% chance that I won't be able to see him because Tim has turned into this gigantic, strick cock. Grrr. comment

Quickie [07 Mar 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | busy ] *My little brother fell off the slide today at his school. When we landed he tried to break his fall with his right hand which resulted in him fracturing his right wrist in two places. If he puts too much pressure on his wrist it will snap. Tomorrow he goes to get his cast on. *Devon is sicker than a dog. I feel really bad. I offered to take the sickness from him, but he declined. *Tonight was 8th grade registration and I had to give tours. It sucked. The 8th graders (along with their parents) seem really snobby. The only people I really knew there were the Stewarts and the Tracys and they're nice families. Well I still have more homework. L8r. comment

Makeup Sundays [06 Mar 2005|09:23pm] [ mood | groggy ] So I woke up at about 9.30 this morning, ate breakfast, and then called Devon. We had about a two hour fight; it was pretty bad but we worked everything out. I think the only thing that wasn't completely worked out is the fact that Devon is friends with Brad again and I really, really, really don't like that kid at all. So it was all good. Then he had to go so I had about an hour to spare until Lauren came and picked me up. We went over to Amanda's house to start working on PROM stuff. It was pretty fun. I sometimes feel bad about inviting Lauren because even thought the people talk to her...I'm not sure if they really like her. But came home at about 3.30 and talked to Devon for a little bit. Then worked on the centerpieces for PROM. I'm totally syked for PROM but at the same time I'm worried because I dunno. I'm just a worrier. But I guess I should worry about MORP since it's closer and I haven't done anything for it. Oh well. So yeah I haven't done anything since really except for talk to Devon on the phone alot and take a shower. But um...yeah. I better get going. I have a headache so I'm gonna go lay down. OH! I hope Megs is having fun with Nate over...well not too much fun! haha! comment

Why?! [05 Mar 2005|09:29pm] [ mood | bitchy ] So this morning I woke up at 7am because I was overly excited to see Devon and couldn't sleep. But I eventually forced myself back to sleep until 8:45. Well I just relaxed because I had to wait for my dad to get home (from work) so that I could go see Devon. Well I'm in the shower and my mom tells me that my dad is going to be home soon and he wants to go to town. Well I don't. So my mom told me to ask him if I could go see Devon. I do and my dad is like "NO!" and I asked him why and he just said "because I said so." I was so pissed. Like I can't even explain it. Today was Devon's last, big, final tournament thing and I couldn't be there on account of my fucking father! So we go into town and my dad takes us out to eat at El Charros to make up for it; I don't think so! So then we go to the mall and my dad hands me $40 and I just grabbed it and walked away. Yeah I know you're all thinking "What an ungrateful little bitch" but he's only doing this shit to make up for what he did. So I was actually thinking about getting my ears gaged and I called 2nd Millenium and I was talking to Dana (the girl who pierced my tongue) and she tells me that it'll only cost $10 for each hole plus the jewlry. I was way excited but then I asked her something more specific and I ended up finding out that because I don't have my ears pierced at all, it will cost me $35 for each hole PLUS the price of the earrings. How fucking crazy is that?! I'm better off getting my ears pierced at Walmart for like $5 and then going to there and getting my ears gaged for $25 cheaper! So from there we went to Target and whatnot and then I went to get my hair cut. The girl fucked my hair up. I told her that I just wanted my bands thicker. Well what she does is: she tried to make my hair all one length after I have told her that I wanted my hair to stay THE EXACT SAME just thicker bangs. So now my hair looks like shit. It doesn't even look like I have anymore layers except this one short, short, short layer that goes all the way around on the top, this medium layer that rests about my shoulders, and this long patch of hair thats in the back. It looks hideous. And before I realized what she was doing it was too late to say anything because then it would really look stupid. But honestly. If I knew it was going to get fucked up I would have cut my bangs myself. Came home and took a shower and ate some dinner. I've been trying to call Devon and I've only got to talk to Steph and she said that she doesn't think that Devon is coming home tonight. I haven't talked to him in two days. I wonder if he's mad at me. Like I have a good reason but still. I dunno. But I guess that we need to talk and whatnot. But today has just been a bad day. Everyone has been in a bad mood for some reason. I know I am just because of all the events of today and because I started my period. I'm eating Vanilla Yogurt Raisins. They sound really nasty but they're really good actually. So are white chocolate covered coffee beans. lol Well I hope everyone is having a better weekend. Bye. 4 | comment

Lessons of the Clit [04 Mar 2005|10:49pm] [ mood | cranky ] (Stolen from the very beautiful Jamie) Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don’t like it but because it is really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it’s time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can’t read the emotional road signs, you’re going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, “Although I am about to rock your insides with 3,000 pounds of explosives, here’s a little treat session to show you how I really feel.” Instead of a screamed “OH MY GOD!!” like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous “ohmygodohmygodohmygod.” Kind of like being massaged with exotic fruits by a muscular Arab oil sheik. A good mange (that’s French for “eat,” you brutes) is like a thousand years of Saturdays or a “Calgon, take me away” ad. Break it down! Be Down Don’t go down unless you’re down. Unlike fellatio, cunnilingus can never be done as a favor. Doing it when you don’t want to will only bring on the dry heaves. Eat like a pig at the trough and a lot of stupid mistakes will be forgiven. Don’t Say High to Dry A dry pussy is an unhappy pussy. If your fingers graze a dry bush, go back to the kissing and hugging for a while. Just make sure you actually dip your finger between the lips. Sometimes moisture gets trapped between the labia and a little fingerial coaxing is all that’s needed to get the honey dripping. Once you’re sure the beaver is wet, give it a few light, teasing strokes with your finger. There’s nothing worse than rushing into this, so make sure she’s really begging for it before you get under the covers. Extra tip: Be like Prince and bring up a wet finger that both of you can share like a 1950’s milkshake with two straws. Important: Don’t play your trump card too soon by putting your fingers all the way inside. This can detract from the upcoming penetration and kill the tease factor. Try to remember that 78 percent of a woman’s pleasure is about yearning. Poking it in too soon is sure to put out the fire. Submarine Mission for You, Baby Once she’s lathered up, it’s time to go down. Get your fingers out of there and don’t touch anything for a bit. Let your lap do a bit of grinding and get some last-minute necking in like you’re going away on a vacation. Though it’s very tempting on your way down to pull the blankets over your head like the little mole-man that you are, this is a very bad idea. It gets super hot down there and whipping the duvet off your head and gasping for air ten seconds before she comes is pretty much going to kill the mood. Start by kissing her boobs and stomach and slowly working your way down. Don’t get carried away with those stupid tits, though. That’s something you should have taken care of before the pants even came off. Right now it’s all about the stomach and inner thighs. A little bit of gentle biting is good, but a sure winner is to start at the knee and move toward the muff in a slow, shark-like swoop. Nibble your way right up to the edge of her cunt, then skip across it and head to the other knee. Repeat. Doing this a few times will get her really hot and save you a lot of pussy-eating time in the long run. When you’re just about ready to do the deed, start practicing on that weird crevice next to the lips. Don’t spend too long there or she might start to think that you think that’s the actual cunt. By now she should be dying for you to make your move. If you’re doing it right, she’ll be moaning and trying to force your head between her legs. Stretch this phase out until she looks like she’s been holding her breath for three days. Extra Trick: Hover over the bush for about five seconds before the first lick. If you wait longer than that, she might think you’re having second thoughts because it smells bad. Of course, we all know that motherfucker smells sweeter than a bowl of steamin’ crawdaddies. Important: Never bite the cunt in any way whatsoever. If this needs more explaining you should probably just stick to jerking off. Parting the Red Seas Isolate your playing field. Pubic hairs are to eating pussy what the Cavity Creeps are to dental hygiene. You’re never going to be able to identify all the parts if she looks like that PiL album That What Is Not. One hot trick is to get her to spread her lips apart so her pussy is all set up for you like a great big buffet. The Grand Entrance Do your first lick super slow. It’s good to groan and moan too. It shows you’re digging it while sending microscopic audiophonic vibrations right up her snapper. Start just above the anus and take it all the way to the fur. Do about a dozen of these St. Bernard licks before moving on (take it really slow, like four seconds per lick). This is a good time to figure out what kind of clit she has. If it’s real sensitive, she’ll probably convulse as you pass over it and that means you’re in for an easy ride. If there’s no reaction when you graze over her clit, she probably has one of those nerveless little pea clits and you’re in for a thirty-minute session of tongue tendonitis. Rock the Boat Eating pussy is so gentle it can make you feel like a bit of a fag. If you’re getting tired of being a ballerina boy, take it out on the clit. Figure out how much abuse it can take without making her uncomfortable and show the little bastard who’s boss. After all, Mr. Elusive is precisely what makes muff diving so difficult. He’s surrounded by labia and, even after you find him, all the pressure can pop him over to the side. All of a sudden you’re giving the pee hole the seeing-to of its life. Think of the clit as a tumor in a pile of earlobes. When you push down on the area, he’s the only one that can’t be squished. Once one of your tongue troopers finds him, call for reinforcements. Use your lips to get hers out of the way and focus all your attention on getting him alone. Once you find him, give him a bit of a hard time for trying to hide from you. Frisk him and give him a couple of whacks across the head. More on this punk and his bad attitude later. Extra-important tip: the best way to stimulate the clit is to run your entire tongue over it after you isolate it from the lips. The man in the boat should feel the texture of the entire tongue pushing down on his body and his boat. Identifying the Clit Type After the slow licks it’s time to get this party started. There are essentially two types of clitori; ones that enjoy a serious going-over and ones that don’t. The latter suck about as much as a one-inch penis and you should dump her right away. Extra tip: Clits come in all shapes, sizes, and sensitivities; but that doesn’t really tell you much. All of them want to be treated slow and soft at the beginning, but the only way you can tell if you can go fast at the end is by reading her reactions. This is impossible to teach, but just do the best you can. All I can tell you is convulsing means take it easy and “Oh my God” means bring it on. Clits That Need a Serious Going-over These are the most fun because you can be creative. Pretend your tongue is the bad cop and the clit is the guy who killed your partner. Separate him from his buddies (the lips) and suck him right up into your mouth. Now he’s on your turf. Keep him erect by creating an airtight vacuum chamber in your mouth. Slap the little bugger upside the head with one big tongue bonk. He’s not going to tell you shit because he’s a clit and he has no idea of what you’re talking about, but kick his ass anyways. After a few teasers and swirling circles, rat-a-tat-tat him senseless like a boxer whacking a speed bag. If she starts freaking out like it’s too much, ease up on the interrogation and go back to the St. Bernard licks. The vacuum is a great way to bring her to orgasm, but it’s a bit much sometimes, so mix things up with some circles around the clit and some tongue fucking. As you’re closing in for the kill, go back to the vacuum and give the suspect a relentless head smacking. Up-and-downies are usually the most effective, but your tongue will get less tired if you throw in a few side-to-sides. When you feel the inner thighs start to shake, this is it. Be repetitive. Do NOT be creative. You’re almost home and this is not the time to start changing tactics. Extra tip: To keep the rhythm going, try repeating a chant in your head that goes with the movement of your tongue like a Micmac Indian (hi-yi-yi-ya, hi-yi-yi-ya, hi-yi-yi-ya). Any inconsistent action may throw her off, killing the mood or at least setting you back a few minutes, which is bad for morale. Important: Keep going several seconds after her orgasm. Remember, it isn’t over until the hands come down from above and lay you off. If she’s multiorgasmic, you’ll have to keep going until you’ve done the whole routine another four or five times. If you’re not sure what to do, just keep giving her shit until the magic hands come down. Clits That Don’t Some clits don’t want to be singled out and battered around. These are the boring ones that need to be treated with gentle care. Just do casual St. Bernard licks until she cums, pure and simple. If you’re getting bored try going in some different directions for a while. A good way to keep it random is to spell out different letters of the alphabet with the tip of your tongue. You could be looking at half an hour here, pal, and that can be problematic. If you go for that long and she doesn’t cum, you’re going to be in a foul mood, so if it’s too much work, move on. On the bright side, going for thirty minutes is something few people have the patience for, so sticking it out will lead to some payback when period week comes around. The Conclusion Once you’re done (totally finished), she’s going to want you out of there pronto because the whole area is sensitive. Instead of leaving, stick out your tongue and lay it down on her like a thick, soggy carpet. Make sure you don’t move it or anything because that can actually hurt her. Just let it sit there like a dead manta ray for about thirty seconds. Then come up and wipe your face like a pirate. You now have a good minute to get the condom on and take her from the quarters of Prince Muhammad Muhammad Saddat to the cockpit of an F-15. EXTRA BONUS TRACKS Getting Fired If two hands suddenly drop from the sky and start pulling you up, you’ve just been sacked. She’ll tell you she never cums from that anyway, but the truth is you suck at sucking. Just give her a jolly good rogering and look at the whole thing as a learning experience. Later you can ask what the problem was so you can get it right the next time. If you’re really lame, you can ask for a regular play-by-play from the broadcast booth. A bit of the old “slow-down-you’re-going-to-fast-yeah-there-like-that-oh-that’s-perfect” can turn even the John Wayne Bobbitt of pussy eaters into a Doug Hart. The Power Lunch Nothing keeps you in the game and makes her cum harder than a mid-fuck munch. Pulling out in the middle of the race may leave her a bit confused, but it’s a great way for all you premature ejaculators to simmer down a bit and it reminds her neglected clitoris that he’s a somebody. If after a few seconds she still isn’t into it, you can save face by pretending you just couldn’t resist. Give it up and get back to the boff. Extra tip: Unless you like the taste of your own latex-covered dink, keep your mid-fuck snacking to the upper clit region and stay away from the whole. The Bottom Fingers: If you are dealing with a particularly saucy vixen she may want something in her bum. A thumb gives you the best leeway, but keep in mind you are doing a raunchy thing and this should be saved until the end. Incidentally, if you’re trying to introduce a bum finger as a good thing, try eking it in during orgasm. If it doesn’t wreck everything you could have a Pavlovian response on your hands for the rest of the relationship. Hole: We’re not going to get into licking the actual hoop in this section because if you’re into that, you’re way too advanced for this seminar and should have graduated with a PhD in pussy years ago. Cheeks: Bum-cheek rubbing is always good. There are over five hundred thousand nerve endings on those cheeks, so giving them a good squeeze or a slap while you lick the pussy will get you instant results. The Double Whammy Though some idiots say it takes away from when you actually put in the dink, simultaneous fingering is a great way to totally blow her mind. Think of it as the crack cocaine of cunnilingus. Being Knackered Tongue exhaustion is the number-one cause of abandoned mange-ing, but there are many ways to avoid it. Like we said, using your tongue as an inanimate object is a great way to give it a rest. Stick it out as far as if can go and tense it. Then bite into it with your teeth and move it around the cunt using your neck muscles. Another solution is simply to use your fingers on the clit while you give your mouth a rest. *** ( Aye-aye-aye! ) comment

Rollercoaster [02 Mar 2005|09:46pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Tuesday: AIM was ok. I was so tired and I had to take De to her house so she could change her pants. But history was ok; we watched a movie and then had a graded discussion. Went to AA and the stupid bitch sub wouldn't let me leave so I just walked out. Went to the LINK meeting and then went to the PROM meeting. I found out that this is going to be Mrs. Adams last year! Holy crap! Came home for lunch and then went back to school. In MAL we had to work on our essays but I couldn't focus so I helped Felecia write hers. Went to Creative Writing and we just wrote limericks the whole time. Came home and picked up Paul; the usual. *** Well I'm online and Devon gets online and he's like "We have to talk." Those are seriously like the worst words ever to hear in a relationship. But it turns out that Devon and Tim got into a fight (surpise surprise) and Tim tells Devon that "it just isn't going to work between you and Justine. And I've made up my mind and I'm going to call Rich (my dad) and tell him about me and Devon's Saturday night fiasco. And that he will do everything in his power to make sure that me and Devon aren't together." So Devon called me and we talked until like 10.15 and it just pissed me off. How can someone just not want their own child to be happy? I dunno. But I was royally pissed. Today: I actually did PE today! lol Grable posted grades and I have a 89.9% for not doing anything in the past two weeks. Rock on! Went to yearbook and submited the final deadline of the entire book. The yearbook is officially done. YES! Went to lunch and then went to Biologic Investigations where we took a quiz and did work. Went to Trig and it was semi easy. Did the usual after school. Wrote my essay for lit and finished my limericks. So yeah. Fun filled day-NOT! comment

Too much on the plate [28 Feb 2005|09:27pm] [ mood | aggravated ] So this morning I didn't want to wake up; in fact I stayed in bed till 7.20. Got up and was rushing to get to school. PE was ok. Another fun filled day of sitting out in the hallway talking to Ashley instead of playing ultimate frisbee. US History was alright, we got our essays back and I got like a low B. Oh well. Went to Yearbook and was putting on the final touches. By wednesday I will be completely done with that class. YES! Then MAL sucked...like our essay is due on Thursday but she's making us do it in class and like little steps at a time and I have my thesis, two quotes, and the parapharses for two quotes and that's it. There's no way I'm going to get it written by Thursday by the way she's going. Went to lunch with the STUCO. I've decided to run for an office next year. And I'm almost guaranteed a spot considering that there's only 5 spots and 5 people running. Kt wants me to run for vice so that me and her can be evil accomplices and change everything. Went to Biologic Investigations and most of the time was spent working on Chapter 34 stuff. Went to Creative Writing and WOOT! Mr. Wright was there, hell yes! I talked to Amanda, Josh, Katelynne, and Bryce the entire time. Went to trig and I did horrible on that test. I mean I studied my ass off and everything and I got a 62%. Cheese and rice! But it brang my grade up from an F to a D -. I know not anything big but at least it's not a D anymore. Went and picked up Paul and then came home and slept till my mom got home. I had my brother help me with my creative writing homework. lol He drew a picture of himself for me. But I've realized that I have a lot on my plate right now. I have PROM which I'm in charge of for the most part and I've realized that I'm behind. And I wanted to start working on decorations and whatnot this Saturday but Devon has this final tournament and that's where I'm going to be all day. So we decided to do it on Sunday. Then I'm in charge of MORP and its in like 3 weeks and I have to figure out some way for Devon to come with me. Also I haven't ordered any decorations yet either. I have LINK for the next two weeks. I really want to do it next year but I don't know if I can. And then I have that Diversity club that me and Kt are trying to get going. And then yearbook. And running for an office and putting together the LUAU and writing a speech and whatnot. So I dunno. Plus all my homework and trying to figure out what I'm going to take next year for classes and all that. So I dunno. A lot of shit coming up. But I'm gonna go finish talking to Devon because then I have to go work on the rest of my homework. Aye-aye-aye. 2 | comment

Boredom [27 Feb 2005|09:44pm] [ mood | melancholy ] ( Survey ) comment

Greatness Topped in Shit [27 Feb 2005|02:24pm] [ mood | frustrated ] So yesterday I got a call from Devon at like 8 and I was still in a bitchy mood from the night before last. But we ended up working it out. He didn't call me again until like 1 and told me that the tournament was almost over. It spooked me because I wasn't done cleaning and so I cleaned faster. I got another call at like 4 and he told me that he has one more match and that the semi-finals is barely starting. So I kept watching the clock and it was now 7.30 and no call. So I called the cell and he answers and he's like "Hey I just got done I'll call you in 2 minutes." 2 minutes pass by and nothing. So I called him in like 15 minutes and no body answers. Then I get a call at 7.50 and it's Devon and he's like "I just got home I'm so sorry. Can you please pick me up?" So I was like royally pissed because all the plans I had for that day had gotten thrown out the door. Granted I still got to see him but still. I get to his house and he gets in my car and as I'm pulling out of his housing complex he pulls out his medal. He won first place and I was extremely proud of him. I was really mad at myself that I didn't go but I didn't want to risk Tim not letting Devon see him at night. So we got to my house and he hadn't eaten all day so I warmed him up a Kratburger and I have to admit that I was kind of catering to him and he was like "I'm not used to people doing things for me." We were sitting in the kitchen eating and I heard George Lopez so we moved into the living room and watched George Lopez. I love G.Lo and like it was kinda funny because me, my mom, and my dad are just like cracking up and Devon was like "I don't understand" lol It was pretty funny because I basically had to explain to Devon what was going on the entire time. Then G.Lo was over so we played this game called Shout About Movies and me and Devon were on a team. We won both rounds! It was great. And like I was surprised at how close me and Devon were...like at first I was nervous to even hold his hand but by the end of the night that wall was broken down. We left my house at like 11.30 and I decided to take the long way home. Well we get to his house and he's like "I don't want you to go home yet" and my mom's car has this like gigantic wall between the driver and passenger seat so I had the idea that we get in the backseat. So we're in the backseat and we started kissing and for some awkward reason I opened my eyes and there was Ashley (his oldest sister) walking out of the house. I imediately reacted and pulled Devon down to the foot area on top of me. We were both staring at Ashley, me being totally convinced that that she would go back into the house and not recognize the car (since she was drunk anyways), but she disappeared. Devon told me to hop in the front seat and I did and then she came out again, this time with the phone and we walked slowly to the car. The whole time Devon was like "Don't move" and I knew that she saw me and she got closer and waved the phone at Devon and I knew at that moment we were screwed. She walks over to the car, gives Devon the phone, and she gave me this look like "Haha...You're screwed bitch." And I got out of the car literally shaking and I could just hear Tim on the other line just screaming like "What the fuck is going on?!?" Devon gets off the phone and he walks me over to the driver door and he's like "You better go" and I tried to convince him that I should stay there and wait till Tim got home so we could all talk but Devon didn't think it was a good idea. So I went home because I really had no other choice. I called Devon and talked to him on the drive home and even talked to him till Tim got home. I felt horrible. I felt like it was all my fault. I was scared that Tim was going to go balistic and not let me and Devon be together and just crap. It was a bad night and I was so worried that something might happen that I held onto the phone until like 7 this morning. I didn't get any sleep because I was up like every 15 minutes. I woke up this morning thinking that it was all a bad dream but it wasn't. I got a hold of Devon at 9 and talked to him. I guess Tim gave his usual lecture about how Devon shouldn't be with me and I'm going to mess up his life and Devon got pissed and just told him to fuck off and went to bed. Devon's at the Crush game in Denver and I can't talk to him. All I want to do is talk to him right now and see him. I still feel horrible, like everything is my fault. Today has just been a bad day. I guess I'll go finish my homework and wait for Devon to call me when he gets home. comment

Strange Episodes [23 Feb 2005|03:41pm] [ mood | amused ] So yesterday was back to school. I had to talk to Grable before class even started to tell him that I had to type up an essay and asked him if I could do it after I ran my mile; he was cool with it and told me just to tell the sub. So I told the sub and he's like Grable didn't leave me a note so no. And I got extremely pissed and told him that I had to whether he liked it or not. And then we started running the mile to find out that it wasn't even being timed, so I ran for half a mile and then walked out. Went to type up my essay and wah-lah! Went to history turned in my essay and just listened to Armstrong babble. Went to Yearbook and me and Walker are progressing wonderfully. lol Went to MAL and I sat the entire time basically zoning out into my own little world. Then went to lunch and then off to Biologic Investigations where we just discussed chapter 34. Went to Creative Writing and sat outside freezing my ass off writing pointless haikus. It was pretty hilarious because Wright always tells us to "meditate" on haikus and he was reading one of Amanda's (L) and he was like "this don't make any sense" and she just looked at him and she's like "meditate on it!" lol It was absolutely hilarious considering that me and Amanda hate Wright and that class. He got mad at her though. Finished the day off with a work day in Trig. Came home and did the usual: Picked up Paul and ate dinner. I had to go to the game to take some final pictures. I told myself that I was going to leave at 8 but the first quarter wasn't even over by 8. So then I told myself that I was going to leave by half-time. Well like a minute before half-time Lauren steals my phone and told me that I couldn't leave. So I ended up staying for the whole game. Not that I regretted it because it was in fact a great game. On the (short) drive home I called Devon and Tim said that he was talking to Shannon (Devon's real mom) and that he would have Devon call me when he was done. Devon calls me back and tells me that the night has been really weird; he goes on to explain that Ashley (his oldest sister) may in fact be pregnant. I didn't say anything because she is 18 and will be graduating here shortly. But to make a long story short I guess Tim has been finding her birth control pills in the trash can and she hasn't had her period in two months and so they took her to get a pregnancy test. Kinda crazy. Devon also told me that Tim is going to left Devon go couple bowling with my on Saturday. I'm so excited. I have actually been thinking about extending the day and thinking of some fun, cute things to do. I dunno, we'll see. So unfortunately I only got to talk to Devon for like 30 minutes. I couldn't sleep so I ended up putting in My Best Friend's Wedding (a WONDERFUL movie) in and watching most of it. Woke up late this morning and went to school. I didn't do PE because Ashley was sick and Evalina just wasn't there so me and Ashley hung out in the hallway and chatted with the boys from Personalized Training. Went to yearbook where me and Walker's page is almost done; all we have to do is get a mug picture of Borman and we're done! Went to Biologic Investigations and took my midterm and just studied for my trig test. Went to lunch and then me, Deanna, and Tara went to the FFA's petting zoo. lol There were rabbits, goats, cows, pigs, horses, and llamas. lol Went to Trig and I am hoping that I did WONDERFULLY on the test. I really need to get a good grade on this test so that I can bring my F up in the class. There was an assembly today and I didn't feel like going so I told my mom to excuse me. I came home and as I was leaving my neighbor was like running down the street. She asked me to either use my phone or go to the police station. Well I didn't want to go to the police so I got my phone for her to use. I guess her husband tried to beat her and whatnot. Creepy. And then I went to pick up my brother and now I'm here. Tonight me and my mom and brother are going to the mall to look at PROM dresses. I'm excited. Also like March 5th I'm going to some prom fest deal in Denver. Well it's gonna be like me, Kt, and Lauren. So it should be exciting. I need to focus on MORP before I focus on PROM though...I guess. The cops are still next door. It's crazy. Also Amber Kelly is always next door now. I hate her. 2 | comment

Random [21 Feb 2005|09:44pm] [ mood | bored ] So today sucked...ok not really but I did basically nothing. I did like two productive things today: I cleaned the kitchen and finished my homework. I also figured out that the hideous Amber Kelly is like best friends with my new neighbors and is going to be over here often *grabs gun and shots self* So yeah. But some really random weird encounters with my mother happened today. 1. My mom was gathering trash and I forgot that I had left the cardboard from my handcuffs on the top. My mom asked me what it was about and I told her that me and Devon had exchanged gag gifts for Valentine's day. She told me that birth control is only 99% effective (which I already knew) and that if me and Devon were thinking of anything more, I needed to talk to her. And then she told me that she never thought in a million years I would be into those kind of things and that she wouldn't be caught dead in Spencer's with me anymore. lol 2. My mom told me that my dad has been asking my mom when she's going to bring all of her stuff upstairs. She said she's not going to because in case of something happens (again) she doesn't have to move everything downstairs. kinda weird but oh well. Well theres nothing else to talk about so here's a survey: ( Clickums ) comment

Fun Filled Day [19 Feb 2005|11:27pm] [ mood | sore ] So this morning I woke up at about 9.45 and waiting till about 10.30 and headed over to Central. I hung out with Devon and watched him wrestle his first round. He pinned the guy in 9 seconds. lol Then I had to leave at 1.40 and came home. I had to "babysit" my brother but I talked him into going to see Devon wrestle. So we went back to Devon's wrestling meet and Devon struggled on his second match. He was in so much pain I almost cried for him. But he ended up getting beat and he was like extremely pissed but I got him to calm down. I had to leave at 4 but when I talked to him afterwards he came back and got 3rd in the tournament. So I'm VERY PROUD of him :D I also ran into numerous people that I knew at the tournament, kinda weird. But me and my brother went to see Racing Stripes and I thought it sucked. Came home and hung out for a while. Then I snuck over to Devon's and we exchanged Valentine's presents. We also did something else but that's my business ;p lol Came home and I'm all alone. I'm talking to Devon right now but that's about it. I'm so ready for this three day weekend. But I'm gonna go. I'm way tired. Goodnight ya'll. 2 | comment

Weekend [18 Feb 2005|09:36pm] [ mood | bored ] So this morning PE was pretty good. We just learned to keep score during bowling; and I got into a fight with Austin the coke-addict prick. Went to yearbook and me and Walker got most of our pictures. But I finished my creative writing poem, talking to Mrs. O about the book club, and started to write my US History essay. Went to lunch and talked to Devon while I was at home. Came back to Biologic Investigations and it was nice because it was just a work day. Went to Trig and I have 3 assignments of homework! SHIT! I hate trig! Mrs. Adams is gradually getting better though; I definitely have to give her credit for that. Came home and went to pick up Paul. Came home and we just played around, watched tv, and ate dinner. My parents went out for a drink. My mom bought Disney Scene It and we played two games of that. Then she left and now I'm babysitting Paul and talking to Devon. So tomorrow most of my day will be spent at Greeley Central watching Devon wrestle. My mom has to work in the morning and then her and my dad have a bowling tourney. I hope that my brother stays the night over at my gramma's so I can spend all day with Devon. We'll see. But we have a three day weekend :D and then we don't have school on next Friday :D But I'm gonna go. I have nothing better to do. Bye. 2 | comment

Ummm [17 Feb 2005|09:55pm] [ mood | hopeful ] Ok so during AIM I didn't do much but walk around and the usual whatnot. Went to History and Armstrong talked for half of the time and then we did packet work and I worked with Joe. Went to AA for the first time in like...well a really long time. lol Went to the STUCO meeting and then went to lunch. Called Devon during lunch. Went to MAL and had a discussion about the HORRIBLE ending of Grapes of Wrath. Called Devon again after MAL. Went to Creative Writing and grrr! I hate Mr. Wright and that stupid class. It sucks and its a waste of my time. Honestly...that class has like ruined writing for me. =/ Came home and went to pick up my dad's truck. Came home and talked to Devon and then ate dinner. Went to Greeley and I got stuff for my creative project for MAL and a bag for Devon's stuff. Went to Walmart and got a PROM magazine and some yummy nummy Starbucks Caramel Cappuchino Swirl ice cream. Also I got another interesting surprise: Eric (E) IMed me outta the blue. Kinda creepy. So did Ryan. But I'm talking to Devon tomorrow. I hope he feels better so I can go over tomorrow!!! comment

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